I am sure that I live my life parasitized by "common sense.
The truth is that I am normal as measured by someone else's evaluation, by someone else's yardstick. I want to destroy that "common sense.
I want to destroy the face of myself reflected in the mirror, which is painted with common sense.
I want to express my true feelings.
But I don't have the courage, so I have to live as a parasite on common sense.
I have no other choice but to live my life smiling affectionately at common sense.
I can say good-bye to my weak self that is parasitized by common sense.
I am just waiting for the day when I will be able to say good-bye to my weak self that is parasitized by common sense.
僕はきっと『常識』に寄生されて生きている。
本当は誰かの評価、誰かの物差しで測られた普通。その『常識』を壊したくてたまらない。
鏡に映った常識を塗りたくった自分の面を壊したい。
本当の自分の気持ちを吐き出したい。
でも僕は勇気がないから、常識に寄生されて生きていくしかない。
常識に愛想笑いして生きていくしかないのだ。
常識に寄生される弱い自分に、
サヨナラすることができる自分が鏡に映る日をただただ、待っている。
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