13th November, 21.

I am tired Kal, I don't have a lot going on for me these days, you know how it goes, right?
I don't know if writing this down would make a difference, but sometimes I feel I could have saved our son Ryuk and the world would have been a kinder place for us. I overthink a lot and make these equations in my head - I know I am not afraid of death, but this sadness looms over my head like a constant fever and I don't know how to help myself.