Mind is a mechanism of desiring. Mind is always in desire, always seeking something, asking for something. Always the object is in the future; mind is not concerned with the present at all. In this very moment the mind cannot move -- there is no space. The mind needs the future in order to move. It can move either in the past or in the future . It cannot move in the present ;there is no space . The truth is in the present , and mind is always in the future or in the past, so there is no meeting between mind and truth.
You should feel beautiful and you should feel safe. What you surround yourself with should bring you peace of mind and peace of spirit.:)