She will always be lonely, regardless of the people surrounding her. She is not burdened by loneliness, she is wiser then that... Even when something terrible happens to her, she can cry by herself, but always smile for the rest of the world. That is her way to disarm and enrage those who wish her ill will. She is called weird...
But why live if you want to be like everyone else? That is the easiest way to lose yourself. The human being who doesn't fit into common frame is always interesting. The white crows are very strong persons, their strenght comes from dissimilarity to the rest of the world...