[ษดแดแด แดส๐๐๐๐๐] Is a visual representation of the anguish that comes with closing an old chapter in your life. Knowing the everyday experiences and bullsh*t youโve delt with over the years, and knowing that youโve come so close to finishing it. At the end of the day, the cons outweigh the pros. Iโve lost too many people I cared about to an organization that looks at us like toy soldiers. Replaceable when defective. When looking up the chain, the higher pulls the strings of the arms of the lower leader. Feeling like a number, metaphorically speaking: strapped down in chains and mentally abused. This is not what I signed up for.
The physical scars are few but the mental scars are something we live with. All pain aside, the new chapter is coming. I can feel the pages in this chapter come to a close, and the future looks brighter than ever. This euphoria and anticipation is almost tingly, while I still wear this barcode. Like I always say; All is takes is Once, and ษดแดแด แดส๐๐๐๐๐.
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