The most painful part was not to let you go,
But to accept the reality that I didn't get to say goodbye.
So I start fearing saying goodbye to others,
convinced it will be the last time I will see their faces.
Though hard Through this fear I learn,
that there will never be a perfect farewell.
So I start going through days one at a time,
Reminding myself that the sun will still shine,
letting myself be embraced by hand of fate.