This is Becoming your Demon/Monster of Insomnia. The voices, the restlessness of staying awake even though you are tired mentally and physically

The stress, the ticking of time as you watch the shadows dance across the walls.

The constant motion picture of your life's decisions playing nonstop in your head. The sudden jerk or movement of your leg.

The aggravation, the being miserable the next day at work due to lack of sleep

You tell yourself to fall asleep you
You try to cry yourself to sleep
You read a book, Listen to soft music, sleep hypnosis.
You work out to punish yourself.
But nothing works

Don't give up
Don't give in

You will not become that Demon or Monster.
You do not have to become that self Image.

Reach out and contact someone. A Doctor or a close friend. Reach out on Spaces and The NFT community. You are not alone. You are a valued human being that is 1 of a billion others all connected thru the universe.

You are unique and special but you are not alone.