The thought of my disappearance has become more apparent
A crippling feeling
A piece of imagination so disruptive
I fell down a bottomless hole
I was stuck in a directionless motion
Lost forever in my own darkness
What if I left?
I could finish early I knew
The pressure from the outside
I was caved in
I couldn't move
I gave myself restraints
I locked myself in a room
I fell for my own trap
I became exactly what I wished to avoid
The feeling, the fall
No words
It had to be over
I'm out of energy
I used it trying to survive in my mess
What have I done?
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