Chang'e (I Want To & I Can't Believe)
mixed media on wood panel
34 ½” x 64” x2”
2007-24

Chang'e's story is intricately woven with themes of love and sacrifice, culminating in her dramatic ascent to the moon. She was married to Hou Yi, a heroic archer who, by shooting down nine of the ten suns, saved the Earth from scorching heat. Recognized for his bravery, Hou Yi was gifted an elixir of immortality by the gods. Despite the incredible power it offered, Hou Yi was reluctant to use it, as he did not wish to part from Chang'e and live forever without her.

As the legend goes, word of the elixir's existence spread, and it wasn't long before others coveted its power. One day, while Hou Yi was away, a greedy apprentice broke into their home to steal the elixir. In a desperate moment to protect the elixir from falling into the wrong hands and perhaps also tempted by the prospect of immortal life, Chang'e swallowed it herself. The elixir's potent magic worked instantaneously, causing her to ascend towards the heavens, far beyond the reach of any mortal, including her beloved Hou Yi.

Destined to live forever, Chang'e found her new abode on the moon, where she became its immortal goddess. Accompanied by the Jade Rabbit, who crafts the elixir of immortality, she watches over the world she left behind, forever separated from her husband but eternally remembered for her sacrifice.