I was struggling in my darkness,
And he was trying to take my hand and pull me out of myself to relax a little and watch everything from the outside for a while…
I was trying with all my heart to bring out a light from myself but nothing but darkness came out of me!
I felt helpless with all my heart and there was no choice but to let go of the things I loved!
I was immersed in something that I hated,
Inevitably, I let go of his hand and I drowned in my delusion…

Original painting: Mixed media on wood