I’m afraid of where I’ve gone
I’ve lost myself completely
All these many years I’m missing
but drank my vodka neatly
the rush was kept in secret
bottled hid beneath the bed
blackened nights spent solitary
and my thoughts that urged me dead
a battle i was fighting
many years i had not known
but continued down this black hole
where i traveled all alone
a light i was avoiding
it had shown behind my eyes
but i quickly dampened spirits
with my tears drenched in red wine
I woke up ten years later
in a mind not of my own
and i cried in desperate longing
for a life that has now gone
that time is now forgotten
the deep scars have yet to fade
on a better path i’m on now
a promise taken to my grave.
Created, drawn & written by Baron_S (Sprite Overlordess) 6YS as of 2022-08-05