“ᴅᴀʏ ʙʏ ᴅᴀʏ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ɪᴍᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴘᴇ
ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴅᴏᴘᴇ
ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴀ ꜱᴛᴇᴀᴅʏ ʜᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴇʀᴠᴏᴜꜱ
ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱᴜɴᴅᴀʏ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ɪ'ᴍ ɪɴ ꜱᴇʀᴠɪᴄᴇ
ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ꜰᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴᴇꜱꜱ
ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ꜰɪɴᴅ ᴀɴ ᴇxɪᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴜꜱɪɴᴇꜱꜱ
ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏʀᴅ ɪꜱ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ
ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴇᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʜᴀʀᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ
ɪ ᴏꜰᴛᴇɴ ᴅʀɪꜰᴛ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪ ᴅʀɪᴠᴇ
ʜᴀᴠɪɴ ꜰᴀᴛᴀʟ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ
ʙᴀɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ɪᴛ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ
ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ɪ'ᴍ ᴡᴏʀʀʏ-ꜰʀᴇᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʙᴜʟʟꜱʜɪᴛ
ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴏʏ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ
ᴀɴᴅ ɪꜰ ɪ ᴅɪᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʙᴀꜱᴛᴀʀᴅ”

ꜱᴄᴀʀꜰᴀᴄᴇ | ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴ’ ᴛʀɪᴄᴋꜱ ‘94 | ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪᴀʀʏ | {this is the album / cassette tape that I was listening to during my first suicide attempt in 1996 when I was 16 years old} | 🆘